April 2010
13 posts
i
got what you want. come and get it.
rain rain
go away, PLEASE come back another day. and take these cloudy emotions with you.
despues de la tormenta, siempre viene la calma
ain’t that the honest truth? i feel better, but this wave of hormones battling your newly found testosterone is getting really REALLY annoying. i can’t fucking grab you anywhere its all muscle now, >:o !! whatever man, this coming week p90x lean workout, i need a better body for the beach, i gotta stop binging. oh yeah there’s another concern of mine, why can’t i...
why is that happening, i forget
i’m crashing, crashing, crying, dying, dead. i told you i want out, i don’t wanna be in this drug scene anymore. its not good for me, i get so sick, i get so down, why is it that you care so much more about drugs than me? c’mon i know you’re addicted but not to that point, .. or is it true? i don’t want to see you fall, i don’t want to have to pull you out of...
this is for you, my dear friend
i told you to be careful, i really don’t want to burst it but it seems like he does that to everyone. frankly, purely, innocently, i love you to death. you’re the only one that i know reads this, you know who you are. you are way better than that and you have a million friends that feel the same way.
i feel better. but nervous. a sort of dreading feeling. i want that to be the past...
oh that's right
that’s why. because when i’m not thinking about it i really could care less. idk but i want it to go away i’m tired of it playing hide and seek.
but why
i feel so helpless but im NOT its actually in my hands to do something about this situation why can’t i build up the courage to do it. how can my mom and dad bring me into this world and live so tranquil while they dont send me money, or idk show some more goddamn interest?? i know i’m fucking grown now but i’m a couple years of motherly love short who the hell is gonna make up...
those were simple introductions
this is where the fun begins.
but i think you think that i’m happy about whats happening to you, you’re mistaken. you were my friend before he and I even knew each other, a cute face ain’t changing that. get well soon, being ill-hearted can only be cured by smiles and time so give it a whole lotta that.
as for me, i’m happy as clam.
\\ spwing bweak was gwate / .....
